Starbound

Part One · The Orphan's Song

Chapter 6Team Assignments

The charge sheet took Director Hale forty seconds to read aloud, and Kira spent them at parade rest in the exact center of Conference Room Two, counting the true sentences. All five charges were true. That was going to be the difficulty with defending herself.

"Deviation from assigned patrol lane, duration eleven hours. Unauthorized boarding of an unregistered vessel. Removal of material evidence from a suspected crime scene. Engagement with unidentified armed craft. Return to Academy perimeter carrying an unregistered Asterial." Hale set the tablet down with the precision of a surgeon racking an instrument she expected to need again. "The evidence removal is documented in your own field log, Cadet, which is the only reason this hearing is dispositional rather than terminal. You logged your own theft."

"Recovery, Director."

"What you mean to say is theft, with intent to investigate." Hale's redraft arrived without heat. "I'll enter the second half as mitigation."

Shimmer rode the collar of Kira's dress grays, light banked to a courteous gray glimmer, and the second pulse behind Kira's sternum held its note — here, alive — with a thin wire of vigilance running under it that the textbooks said the bond couldn't carry and the bond carried anyway. Three assessors flanked the Director's table. The one on the left, a narrow man whose uniform bore the research division's lens-and-thread sigil, had not looked away from Shimmer once in twenty minutes. His nameplate said SENIOR ANALYST DRAY, and he watched her partner the way auditors watch unattended cash.

Her right shoulder twinged when she straightened it. Eight days since the airlock, and the bruise was a tenant now, paying rent in small reminders.

"Disposition," Hale said. "Analyst Dray has entered a motion. Read it back to him, Cadet, since it concerns you."

Dray's motion ran two paragraphs on her tablet and came down to one verb. Remand. The pair — the document said the pair the way you'd say the sample — to be transferred to a research schedule. Controlled environment. Daily instrumentation. The bond, the motion observed, was the most significant instrument anomaly in forty-three years, and anomalies of record belonged to the record.

The vigilance under her sternum sharpened. Shimmer had gone metronome-flat against her collar, light pulsing even and steady and false, and Kira put her thumb once, briefly, against the cool of her — I'm here, nobody's reaching — before she answered.

"It says cage, Analyst. In better handwriting."

"It says schedule—"

"Denied," Hale said, before the room could become interesting. She didn't raise her voice; she reallocated it. "Instruments study what holds still, Analyst. This bond was witnessed in motion, and its only documented behaviors of value occurred in the field. You may have its telemetry. You may not have its calendar." Her eyes came back to Kira, and they were not friendly, because they were never friendly; they were level, which from Hale was a category of respect. "Which brings us to you. Sixteen years, this institution called you broken, and was wrong with excellent documentation. I do not intend to compound the error by calling you precious instead. Stand easy and listen, because I am about to be fair to you, and you will not enjoy it."

Kira stood easy. It was, she had to concede, exactly as advertised.

"You generate incidents, Cadet Vance. Review your own file: an anomaly observed, a report bounced, a lane deviated from, a wreck boarded, a firefight survived — alone, every time. Alone, your incidents produce no witnesses, no corroboration, and no survivors but you. That is not courage. That is a methodology with a fatality built into it, and the Academy has buried enough methodologies like it to landscape a moon." She let that sit one beat. "Attached to a team, your incidents acquire witnesses. Your reports acquire corroboration. And your talent for finding what no one else finds acquires — for the first time in your career — a chain of custody. The hearing's disposition is as follows: formal reprimand, entered. Probationary status through the tournament season. Continued assessment compliance. And assignment, effective this morning, to a standing field team."

The doors opened on her gesture, because of course Hale had staged it — the whole hearing had been a corridor arranged to arrive at this room. Orion Thane walked in like a man reporting for a debt, Flamepeak banked to embers on his shoulder. Mira came in behind him half a step quick, Verdant's tendrils up and reading the air, and her eyes found Kira's with a question in them that Kira couldn't answer yet.

"Team designation Sigma-Seven," Hale said. "Vance. Thane. Chen. Rotation schedule to follow."

The box arrived on every Gauntlet in the room at once, institutional timing, no manners at all.

TEAM ASSIGNMENT — STANDING ORDER
DesignationSIGMA-7

K. Vance — Resonant, L2 · with Shimmer

O. Thane — Ranger, L12 · with Flamepeak

M. Chen — Seeker-track · with Verdant

Statusfield rotations, supervised
Conditionassessment compliance (Vance)

"Objection." Orion said it the way other people said present. "On the record. I'm two rotations from Ranger field certification. If this is a punishment detail, assign it to her file, not mine. If it's a research project, label it one and pay me in something." A pause, exactly long enough to be insubordinate. "Director."

"Your certification will survive variables, Cadet Thane, or it is not a certification." Hale didn't blink. "Your record shows forty-one field exercises and not one condition you did not select in advance. You are the finest executor of known procedure this Academy has produced in a decade, and known procedure is the only thing you have ever been tested against. Cadet Vance is an unknown condition with a pulse. You will be good for each other, and neither of you will enjoy it, and I have weighed both facts at their market value." Her gaze shifted. "Cadet Chen. You have filed eleven unsolicited corrections to research division memoranda concerning this bond. Ten were accurate. I am putting the accuracy where the anomalies are. Did you wish to object as well?"

"No, Director. I — the eleventh was also accurate, the division just hasn't—" Mira closed her mouth, visibly filed the sentence for later, and stood straighter. "No, Director."

"Vance?"

There were a dozen objections and Kira ran the arithmetic on all of them while the room waited. A team that doubled as a telemetry array. A partner assignment that doubled as a minder. Sixteen years of eating alone, and the institution's first act upon discovering she was real had been to assign her dinner companions by committee.

"One question," she said. "Is the team for our benefit or yours?"

"Yes," Hale said. "Dismissed."


The corridor outside Conference Room Two had a window at the far end, and Kira walked toward it slowly, replaying the hearing the way she'd replay a fight — and the strangest part was that she could. The whole proceeding sat in her memory as geometry: Dray's motion a committed lunge, Hale's denial the parry that had been waiting for it, the team assignment a bait-step laid down four sentences before it sprang. The Director had run the room the way Orion ran a hazard array. Every line of it legible, if you stood where the patterns crossed.

The System, which had opinions about what counted as a battlefield, agreed with her in the quiet.

SKILL — PATTERN SENSE

Deepened (passive)

A hearing is a hazard array with chairs.

You read the verdict assembling four sentences

early, and braced where it was going to land.

She read it twice and wrote the margin note standing up: Rooms are patterns. Always were. The skill didn't change — the survey area did. Against her collar, Shimmer's light had come off the flat pulse and gone curious, one slow prism chasing the box's afterglow across Kira's vision as it faded, and through the bond came the faint fizz of interest — what was the bright thing, do it again — which the textbooks also said couldn't happen, and which Kira was done writing question marks about.

"Assessment's at eleven," she told her. "Then we find out what a team is. I've read about them."


Medical Assessment Four was the same room as before — scan bed, field perimeter, instruments with their composure freshly recalibrated — with one addition: an observation gallery behind angled glass, and Senior Analyst Dray seated in it, tablet ready, like a man attending a recital he intended to grade.

"You'll want to know the protocol before you're inside it." Doctor Yeun's voice was clinical and her eyes weren't. "Standard bond-depth battery, then one addition the division ordered over my signature and my objection, in that sequence. A partition trial. Your partner in the instrument bay, you in here, door closed, two minutes, while we measure what the bond does with distance and barrier." She paused. "It's a closed door, Cadet. I've read her file. I know what I'm asking."

Kira looked at the instrument bay. It was clean and well-lit and the size of a generous closet, and its door was a steel slab that sealed on a track, and every duct-tick of the building made her newly honest about what she'd say if the answer were up to her.

It wasn't. The disposition said assessment compliance, and the alternative had been written in Dray's two paragraphs.

So she did the only thing she owned in the room: she sat on her heels in front of the scan bed and told her partner the truth. "Here's the shape of it. That door closes with you inside and me out here. Two minutes. It opens again — I've checked the mechanism, it locks from their side, which I hate, and it's on a timer, which I checked twice. You can refuse. I want it on the record that you can refuse." She held one hand open between them, the old grammar. "But if you refuse, the man behind the glass gets to write a word under our names, and the word gives him more doors later. I can't make that fair. There isn't a fair version."

Shimmer rose off the bed, a teardrop standing on its tail, light running fast and thin. Her glow went to the flat metronome — fear, practicing — and held there for three full seconds.

Then she flowed off the bed, crossed the floor under her own power, every body-length its own decision, and went into the instrument bay alone. She turned at the center of it and faced the door, and her light came up off the flat pulse into something hard and bright and deliberately, furiously steady, and Kira understood with a lurch that she was watching her partner volunteer — the creature who could not forgive herself the cage choosing the closest thing to a cage in the building, to prove the droplet wrong.

"For the record," Kira said quietly, to Yeun, to the glass, to the file, "she walked in."

The door sealed.

The bond carried location and life-state. That was the tier; that was the spec. And for two heartbeats it held to spec — here, alive, fifteen meters bearing two-eight-zero — and then the door's seals thumped home, and the spec tore.

Fear arrived in Kira's chest with its boots on. Not her own — she knew her own, it had a sixteen-year filing system — this was brought, cold and total and shaped like mesh, the certainty of a small body that doors were where the world ended, and it flooded the channel from the far side at a bandwidth the channel did not have. Her vision grayed at the edges. Her hands gripped the scan bed. Somewhere far away an instrument began objecting in a tone Kira had last heard from a hull alarm, and Yeun said a word doctors weren't supposed to say into the record.

And Kira — because she could not cross the room, because crossing the room was the one move the trap denied her — did the only thing left, the thing she had no training for and no evidence would work. She took the fear coming through, held it the way you'd hold someone's coat, and sent something back down the same channel, aimed it, the first feeling she had ever deliberately addressed and posted: the helmet coming off in the wreck. Sitting down on scorched deck plating. Hands open, ten meters of open ground, nobody reaching. Same room, little light. There is no version of this where I'm not on the other side of that door.

It landed.

She knew the instant it landed, because the flood coming the other way banked — terror dropping into mere fear, fear finding its edges, and through the steel door, on the instruments' relay screen, Shimmer's light shifted mid-spike from the wild strobe to a slow deliberate ripple, root to tip, root to tip. Counting Kira's pulse from fifteen meters away through a sealed slab of steel. The two of them breathing across a barrier the textbooks called opaque, the bond a held rope, both ends paying out and neither letting go.

The timer ran out. The door cycled. Shimmer crossed the floor at flow speed and hit Kira's cupped hands hard enough to splash, and dim — spent gray-blue, the day's whole budget gone in two minutes — and Kira folded around her and let the room do whatever rooms did.

"Emotion-tier transfer." Yeun was reading her instruments the way you'd read a tide chart that had printed an apology. "Bidirectional. Directed, on the human side — she aimed it, that's — " She stopped. Recalibrated her voice to clinical. "For the record: full second-tier affect transfer, both directions, under barrier conditions, on a bond nine days old. The standard literature puts second tier at year three. The fast outliers reach it in year one." She looked at the glass, and her jaw set. "Note for the division: I said the literature was about to need a new chapter. I'd like the timestamp on that."

Behind the glass, Dray's stylus moved without stopping, and his face had the fixed, hungry calm of a man watching a market open. Whatever he was writing, Kira thought, it was not going to be a chapter. It was going to be a budget request.

The box waited, mannered as ever, until she was sitting down with her partner gathered against her sternum and the instruments had stopped editorializing.

BOND LEVEL 2 — EMOTION

What she feels can reach you now.

What you feel can reach her.

You sent calm into a closed room, and it

arrived. Most pairs wait years at this door.

You didn't knock. She opened.

She opened. Kira read the last line three times, looked down at the dim spent person in her hands, and amended the day's ledger: the division had its telemetry, Dray had his recital, and none of them, reading their beautiful curves, had instruments pointed at the only fact in the room that mattered — that the door had been survivable because both of them had decided, separately, on opposite sides of the steel, not to let it be a cage.

"Showoff," she murmured. The gray-blue light managed one prismatic flicker, root to tip, just the once. Even spent, her yes was her yes.


The corner table in the mess had a wobbling leg, a view of the recycling chute, and — as of nineteen hundred hours, by no process Kira had consented to — three trays on it.

"So the way I see it," Mira said, sliding salt across as if they'd done this for years, "we're either the Director's best idea or her tidiest filing decision, and I've, um, I've actually run both versions, and they predict the same rotations, so it doesn't matter which. Which is — I find that comforting? Statistically." Verdant rode her shoulder, tendrils dipping toward the table's surface, toward Kira, with the slow purpose of a vine finding south.

Orion ate like he briefed: efficiently, between sentences. "Rotation schedule posted at twenty-two hundred. If it's beacon work, I want pre-flight at dawn, full equipment audit, and nobody improvising." He didn't look up. "If she dives off-plan — she will — we need a recovery grammar before she does it. If the bond does something undocumented — it will — we log it in real time, not from memory." He was running conditionals at the air again, pre-fighting the team the way he pre-fought everything, and Kira caught the shape under it: this was a man taking the assignment seriously precisely because he resented it. Standards were his courtesy. It was going to take her a while to learn the dialect.

"I dove off-plan once," she said.

"You've been certified for solo flight once."

"He's not wrong," Mira said, apologetic, "it's, um, it's a clean data set. One flight, one deviation. Your base rate is technically a hundred percent—"

Verdant moved.

The tendril crossed the table without hurry — Shimmer's light came up bright with attention, tracking it — and touched the back of Kira's wrist, and held there, warm as turned earth. The pressure that came with the touch wasn't sound or sight or anything with a tier; it arrived in Kira's sternum like a held chord, very slow, very green, and it asked nothing whatsoever. Then the tendril's tip unfurled, and laid against her skin a cuff of living moss — two fingers wide, soft as worn felt, faintly luminous at the edges, smelling of cut grass and rain on a station that had neither — and rooted it there with a sting like static and a sensation, fainter than the sting, of being signed.

The mess hall noise went on. At the table, nobody moved.

"Oh," Mira said, hushed, both hands rising to her mouth. "Oh — okay. That's — Kira, don't pull away, it sets in about a minute. She grafts gifts. Living ones. It's how Bio-types — it's an acceptance thing, it means you're — " a false start; a breath; the precise sentence underneath: "It means she has decided you are one of her people. She's done it four times in six years. Three, actually, currently, because the lieutenant composted hers, and Verdant has never once helped the lieutenant find anything in the Vivarium again, and will not, and we don't discuss it."

Kira held still. The moss cuff settled against her pulse point, drinking light, weightless and absolutely present, and she — the girl with the empty walls, who had engineered a life where nothing living signed its name to her — sat in the mess hall wearing somebody's deliberate, photosynthesizing yes, and had to take a slow breath before her voice would hold a level line.

"Tell her—" Wrong start. You didn't relay messages past a person. She looked at Verdant directly, at the unhurried tendril and the old green patience behind it, and gave the acceptance the way she'd learned acceptance was given: plainly, out loud, witnessed. "I'll keep it alive. That's a real promise. I've checked what I do with those lately."

The chord in her sternum deepened by one slow note, and withdrew, satisfied. Shimmer flowed across the table, investigated the cuff with the tip of her light, tasted its faint glow, and draped herself against Kira's wrist beside it — cool water against warm moss, the two of them bracketing her pulse — and pronounced it, in a small fizz of contentment down the bond, acceptable.

"For the record," Orion said, dry, not looking at any of it with great care, "the equipment audit is still at dawn." Flamepeak, on his shoulder, banked its heat down a fraction — a degree, maybe two, the compliment you could stand next to. From a Flame-type, Kira had read, that was practically a graft.


The rotation orders posted at twenty-two hundred exactly, and Kira read them at her desk with the lights off, Shimmer drowsing in the alcove basin, the moss cuff a faint green sentence on her wrist.

0600 — BAY FOUR — TEAM SIGMA-7, FIRST ROTATION: GREENLIGHT STATION. BEACON SUPPORT & FIELD SURVEY, 8 DAYS. NODE STATUS: WITHIN PARAMETERS.

Within parameters. She got the notebook out and set it open beside the orders, the way she'd once set it beside a sector-wide notice with a timestamp in it, and wrote the night's entry in her small exact field hand:

22:04 — Greenlight, eight days, the three of us. "Within parameters" — the phrase they stamp on things they've stopped looking at. Beacon 7-Echo was within parameters. The expedition was within parameters until it wasn't.

She looked at the last line, and didn't soften it, and added one more:

Team = telemetry array, per the Director. Fine. Arrays point both directions. Somebody should tell her.

✦ Chapter woven into the thread ✦